What luck! so My old manager at the mall sees my mom shopping and asks for my number right? next thing i Know the very next day im working am 8 hour shift

CHRISTMAS MONEY!! man that was close

Well anyway my bother is still in the hospital, hes making progress and is getting use to having only half of his stomach left.

ALSO, a stray cat has adopted me Its so fluffy, i havent been able to find out if its a he or she.....come to think of it i havent had a kitty since i was like 12 Looks like a lost indoor cat, cuz hes well behaved amd cute as a button X3

What a strange week ay?

Here I sit going stir crazy.....Why? well over the summer my boyfreind decided to make a serious decision. He decided to become a Seal.
At first I supported him, and I still do....but damn...its easier said than done. He actually passed his "hell week" which is a whole week of torture you have to pass to become a Navy Seal. And his first "mission" i guess you could say was last month.

I didnt know what to think of it....till he got back with some serious bruises and a bad shoulder. He wouldnt even talk about it.....

Now my boyfreind is a soft guy. A real sweet heart and selfless to boot. Im seriously thinking that he shouldnt do this, but his mind is made up.

And now hes gone again.......God dammit...I HATE THIS FEELING! I almost wouldnt let him do it.
Im trying to keep my mind off the worst thing that could happen....Im trying my hardest....but its a thought I cant escape....
*sigh*

Advice?

wow, I had oodles to catch up on LOL! well Id post more but life is odd right now. ive been taking care of my mom, and trying to deal with my father.....and i NEED a job. Fricken economy.......well Obama lovers, I hope our president comes through soon, so far his changes has hit home pretty hard.
But enough of that ^^ hope you guys are doing well, and its been wonderful seeing all of your guys art