Here I sit going stir crazy.....Why? well over the summer my boyfreind decided to make a serious decision. He decided to become a Seal.
At first I supported him, and I still do....but damn...its easier said than done. He actually passed his "hell week" which is a whole week of torture you have to pass to become a Navy Seal. And his first "mission" i guess you could say was last month.

I didnt know what to think of it....till he got back with some serious bruises and a bad shoulder. He wouldnt even talk about it.....

Now my boyfreind is a soft guy. A real sweet heart and selfless to boot. Im seriously thinking that he shouldnt do this, but his mind is made up.

And now hes gone again.......God dammit...I HATE THIS FEELING! I almost wouldnt let him do it.
Im trying to keep my mind off the worst thing that could happen....Im trying my hardest....but its a thought I cant escape....
*sigh*

Advice?

wow, I had oodles to catch up on LOL! well Id post more but life is odd right now. ive been taking care of my mom, and trying to deal with my father.....and i NEED a job. Fricken economy.......well Obama lovers, I hope our president comes through soon, so far his changes has hit home pretty hard.
But enough of that ^^ hope you guys are doing well, and its been wonderful seeing all of your guys art

I GRADUATED!!!!!!

So ive been partying like a rock star!
Is it possible to get a hangover from too many energy drinks and coffee?

Hope you guys are doing good ^^

I swear im the most successful slacker in the history of highschool students
Well im the road to gradation....but JUUUUUUUUUUUUuussssssssst barely

Things are looking up I just got finished performing on stage today, and that went terrific and now that its over...its a whole load off my shoulders

*sigh* I missed my last year of camp ....but thats ok...I had my Military fun
I will never forget the thongs we made the guys wear, and look of pain on thier poor faces
I owe allot to camp *tear* like map reading, and locating. Kussing, perverted humor, and the sense of pride no one els could understand unless you experienced that magical Hell.

Anywaaaaaaaaay
Im not dead guys! Im still going to post crap when I get the time

Wishes of hope and wonder on all yall